it's a 3:25 ferial afternoon

another day would pass by again like there had been nothing special about it. well, i should be resting by now from a hiking in masoc with two goals at hand. one is moss gathering for our investigatory proj./research in Bio 211a "taxonomical and microbial study of moss"; and the other, our whole department -- the School/College of Arts and Sciences will get together for a "clearing the area" project.

supposedly. that is

at around 4pm today....that's 25 minutes to go.....i will be one of the 18 candles of an acquaintance of mine. however (you got it right), i can't make it again. rrrrrr....

that's how many?

okay. okay. so it's all because this "something-came-up"-as-always-incident. i always thought that if i came back with a whole new picture that awaits for me, i'd be able to be "normal" again.

but then. i find things going with the flow on its own. though i am really defined by people who know me as unconsciously spontaneous, i still want my dreams to be intact.

i'm still happy and fine with all these pricky tribulations and recently-discovered crankiness of me-and-this nerve-racking world i'm currently stepping on.

i might be having difficulty too but i always keep my mood swings of three: scowling, smirking, sound blithe

(just in case in need to really calm myself, and find the stolen courage and confidence once more.)

so now that i half-heratedly regret not meeting my other appointments, meeting, social gatherings and the like, i still have to prioritize my health and my body so that i'll be able to perform my duties well.

i guess, i'll have to drop by again some other time.

(waaahhh...i'm still half-way with my powerpoint presentation. huhu)

ciao!

{ mood } yet dizzy

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