She cannot leave. She cannot die.

She cannot scream. She cannot punch. She cannot scratch. She cannot crawl.

She cannot talk. She cannot breathe.

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Do I even have a choice? All the sacrifices I make. For what? Nothing.

I'm this close to being found dead on the shores of Manila Bay. But, I choose my own falling.

I go down on my own terms. And that is what's making me stay afloat.

My own choices.

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sakal na sakal na ako

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"The trouble with not having a goal is that you can spend your life running up and down the field and never score."

- Bill Copeland

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A promise

or

A dream

----

A chance to make other's dreams come true

or

A chance to make your dreams come true

Both having your dignity and honor

Both lying on to your vow

Both due to become fulfilling

---

Which is greater...when you are left to pick only one choice

And told to stop playin around

when all throughout your life

you have been serious

{ show } You Dance With The Summer
{ mood } feverish --- almost on the last stage of the all-known ailment

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This is nuts.

The thoughts are running on wheels.

Oh well. Anyway. It's boring.

Shut your trap.

{ music } random noise causing headaches

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Trust no one. In business, organizations, and research. Trust no one. However, rely a little. By the rarest chances.

No words can come out as it is. And even if words do not come out but are made, it's still the same but it is worse. Hence, trust no one. You might be forming other words away and hidden from those existing obvious words but you play sneaky and slipping. You might be furtive about something amidst the words but you act all too dense. You might  be reasoning for your own but it's more for theirs. They might stick their necks out because of those words but the truth is it is for them to learn how to keep their necks in place.

More importantly, trusting no one in the manner as mentioned above is beneficial to both parties, in that...they have to stand on their own while trying to be responsible and reliable at the same time.

{ music } machineries
{ mood } cognitive

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I am so messed up.

{ mood } disappointed

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I will finish all my write-ups that need to be submitted on wednesday, then shall I only be able to do the transcribing of msgs and cleaning my escritoire.

A quick nap first.

{ mood } there

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